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Iphone Jottings from Guatemala (sometimes that all you have time for)

The moon looked like a giant ingrown fingernail tonight

Photos sumperimpose two pics of a person dame setting camera in place one of persons facade other of persons internal emotions

I’m getting more creative ideas not covered by resentment and emotions stuck in one place clusterfuck

His son is quiet
While he talks bout his oldest son being perfect and one in back becoming good

Projection onto wife
He’s a big red flag sophist
“sometimes I think she’s bipolar like I used to be I still have a vestige of that….maybe it’s gods grace still enough of it….tongue stuck at the top of my mouth when I woke in the morning and so tired…..”

Boy and different planes green yellow red and white
Keeps going back to god to provde a way out………from mental illness
Joan the drinker man he’s eating up the martyrdom talk
Driving wrong direction on flooded road winding hills rainstorm Guatemala

6 dollars for 8 hr shift min wage guat
Tough

Claudia is a cloud a blank canvas -John

Paranoid driver leads to chaos
Sophia
Kira
Dwight/Wayne- vege creationist
He is called mad dog- Dwight
Wife
Angelina/Angelina

Driver keys lost and now wants her to move 1005 cetalles about 200 less 180

Need access to money s s child support going from bank of America to local bank but Wayne had card lies
Dwight in charge of American embassy here

In this country everyone has a story and a rumor one big soap opera

Dwight needed to drive kid to school nearly left youngest at home talked about crazy wife
Paid for gas

MRI

Wayne expat volunteer at embassy to help expats with probs

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Speed Daters

At a cafe I try to mind my own business but inevitably there are young, lonely fools around town trying to find each other. They are called:

Speed daters…

“sucked the life right out of me”
“I used to live in Connecticut for awhile”
“Ohmigod, I’ve always wanted to go to Holland!”
“I’m really really into sustainable living…really excited about…”
“So would it be like, would I say whatever happens…”
“I mean, I’m fine with it…”
“Oh I really want to make zines too”
“I really want to make one, but I lost my first love when I was twenty…I really think that would be powerful…”
“That’s the thing…writing it is way more intimate…I’m going to give this really intimate journal-like thing…feelings…just what were feeling…”
“They’re really cool…do you know…?”
“So…you’re going back to school…”
“And also I think, the synergies, if I was totally honest with you…the last person I was sitting with, totally didn’t relate to him, wouldn’t want to date….was talking about sports…you’re charismatic too…”
“There are also lots of weird people…”
“Okayyy…”

“I know all the people I would like to meet.”
“I moved form SE to NW a year ago…”
“It’s a great area, and I work in the area. My nanny jobs are all in NE.”
“I’d like to be able to walk to work.”
“I just need my bike to get fixed.”
“I don’t know what to do…I probably should get a computer, I just…it’s so much money…”
“Every single person was just online, that’s what the picture is becoming…
we’re just talking to friends through facebook…
but there is all that pressure to do that too, especially if you’re an artist, it’s like…
“yeah, I have been wanting to make a….”
“exactly”.
“so you are looking for…”
“so do you have pets or anything?”
“Diet wise, are you against meat?…
“I used to be vegan, but…”
“That’s ok with us…salmon burgers…I’m really big on…
“I used to be lean mean Eugene…”
“Did you see the last guy?”
“I was totally not feeling him, I was like Oh god.”
“Here I’m like oh, I need a car, and oh…”
“Well the good dumpsters, there like way out, I know Trader Joes is pretty good, and Odwalla.. but there far out…”
“and the bums, they would get like everything…”
“no, it’s definitely a scene”…
“that’s cool, that’s what I like too”
“everyone can do one thing, even if it’s…that’s cool, at least we know someone’s doing it…”
“My roommate’s a freelance bike mechanic.”

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