I found out at work that this guy I have been pining over got back together with his ex before me who cheated on him so many times. Well, now I know!
…more mad at myself than anything for getting involved in the first place; I actually liked him alot but i guess on his side- when rose colored glasses are so rosy they’re usually fogged up and I looked like something or someone other than what I really am which is staggering to the glasses-bearer when they figure that out. Anyway, there is relief in knowing my intuition had a point and I’m not crazy. Hmph I am surprisingly relieved at the moment, if little blue; I’m not social (or stagnant) enough even for these hermits, so also looking for escapes out of this drowning urban landscape…and hope sometimes is misery, good to kill it.